Its been asked by hunny for how many times.. to BLOG!
am doing it here now.. instead of playing games..
sigh, just wanna let you know that im really quite sick of my life inside there.. should'nt even have choosen to be a scout trooper.. its not easy.. we've to be "the best"..
imagine, i've to do this for 2 years.. ="(
at night.. im just too tired at times.. it's not that i dont wanna talk to you.. with my muscles aching and my eyes closing.. argh.. and when i wake up.. ...... feels like my heart's aching.. cause i've missed one night spending it over the phone with you..
i kept thinking of you through out my trainings, one of the reasons which give me the strength to RUN and JUMP. =/
im in the lan shop now.. not very convenient to post here.. wont say too much..
but i'll definatly need to tell you, i miss you.. and how much i think of you in there.. you're not forgotten.. do ever feel so alright.. I Love You hunny.. =")
