(please give a minute of your silence as respect to my dear pet if you read. thanks.)

I just felt like dying on the 15 that just past, thursday..
felt like i've no one to turn to..
i can see no path ahead of me..
i can choose, but the choices not there for me..
everything just seems so... frustrating..
there was simply nothing left for me..

perhaps God din't want me to die so early..
i was practically crying my heart out..
feeling helpess..

on the 16th May 2008, Friday.
my pet Adem passed away..
cause of death, toppled glass bowl for hamster's food over Adem and Eve.
i guess they were both deprived of oxygen and space.
Eve bit out Adam's right eye.. i think it bleed to death thereafter.
i saw Eve feeling exhusted.. it just stayed at one corner. her fur was a little messed up and wet..
Hunny and I buried poor Adem downstairs..

after everything, i just felt a little depressed about it.
i somewhat felt, God had exchanged Adem's life for mine..
got this thought from an email i read, on the God taking away the Cow's life to save the Farmer..
well i just had this very wierd sense as well..

i've never personally seen Adem and Eve Fought..
they just seemed to suit one another perfectly..
with 5 kids in total already..
this is what happens when 2 lovely couple gets trapped without oxygen and space..
its the same thing when it comes to human beings..
but dont worry, i wont eat hunny's eye.. O.@

Adem, I wanna say thank you to you for bringing me smiles and being my cute little companion for the few months when you were around. the way you cuddle when i carry you plays back in my mind when i think of you.
Adem, you were a good and brave boy too at the vet. i know it has been painful for you to break a limb. seeing you struggle while the doctor bandage you was so unbearable..
you've suffered, coming to bring life your family and joy to us.
i felt like you've sacrificed for me.
="( thank you dear boy. i will always remember you.

Ely and Paul bids good bye to you.
Rest well in heaven Adem. =")

i1:13 AM .ePpauL.

niCe' peopLe

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pauL

DOB: twenty8th July 198yeIght
Company: SAF. sigh.. =(
Occupation: Hired by her to be her all time hunnie.



loves
[+]Hunny. (*****)
[+]to feel loved (****)
[+]My Ring (*****)
[-]tO be rICh =)(****)
[-]tO feel rIch =D (****)
[+]tHoughtfuL gIfts (**)
[-]more Jeans (**)
[-]new shoeS! (**)
[-]variety of tops. (**)
[-]buy branded stuffs myself (***)
[-]get myself into SIM.(****)
[-]Degree... (***)
[-]Banking industry (***)
[-]going out with family =D (***)
[-]friends. (***)
[+]Movies! (***)
[-]48hrs a day! =)(**)
[-]get my own STi.=)(****)
[-]audi R8. @.@, (*****)


hates
[x]Who Sees it totally different.
[x]Whom never listen. }=(
[x]Some people shld just Fck off.
[x]fake impressions.

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