Im so fuckin' pissed off today.
just FUCKIN' PISSED OFF!

you know what?
fuck your mother.

i11:21 PM .ePpauL.

while i respected you, do you show me your mutual respect.
is this what you think is better.
when i treated you proper, did you even fear.
the fear that you would upset me, the fear of me being angry?
and now you fear him?
that u dont even update your blog,
you dont even reply to your tags.
you friends? when i dint like them, you dint give a shit.
now you're so afraid?
and what now?! he's your friend? and this friend is allowed to slap you, pull your hair?!
EH, WHAT THE FUCK OKAY.

why are you allowing yourself to be abused?
yes i admit it hurts to hear so.
but im telling you again, if you dont help yourself no one can.

i asked for a name. u briefly gave one. if you dint wanna even give then just ask me to fuck off.
dont give a name which there's almost nothing i can do about.
im saying this one last time.

tell me what i need to know, before i act on my own accord.
before i make a decision i know i cant re-wind.
it'll be much easier if i just know everything.
stop protecting him and say its protecting me.
i dont need to be protected from wussies like this particular moron.

and if i have to do this on my own, im coming straight at him with my baseball bat.
i dont know who he is, but i'll hunt him down.

p.s. stop being silly girl..

i10:59 PM .ePpauL.

- P.u.d.d.i.n.g. -
i did something "random" today finally. haha!
im was walkin around, not knowing where to go...
thinking of this.. thinking of that..
felt rather, lonely..

so i thought,
i think i need a companion!
a new best friend!! haha
so i went around looking for friends.

guess who i found.
i found my sweet lil pudding!
yup tts her name.
haha. actually, i bought her from pet lovers at yishun.
Cuutte, fat, lil, custard coloured fur hamster! haha.

well. yup, she's my new friend now lOlz.
bought a nice, but damn expensive cage. (and i forgot the brand)
which looks like a dome.
at least i know i could have add ons with those fancyful connectors
if i want to.

well. for your info, i dint "buy it just because it looks so damn cute",
(whatever that phrase is, i cant remember)
i spent 2 good long hours in that shop. choosing e one i like,
looking at its, home to be, food, and bedding.
and i asked the salesman so much about hamsters although i already kept so many before.

am so very proud to have you pudding ;)
and im so very happy today. ^^

@ . @
(BIG WIDE SMILE!)

i3:07 AM .ePpauL.

-A Bit Of Me-

there's this big part of me whom likes you but dare not say
there's abit of me whom loves you but dare not show

there's an addiction and you know i need you now
even thou we've met like so yesterday

being so close to you brings all joy to my soul
e days spent without you seems so uncoloured
with no rainbows with no crayons

i love the texts with your names all over my phone
i wanna hear you sleep, maybe i shan't bother

i urgently need you, there's my heart that says i wanna be with you
my head's killing telling me its wrong to do so

i wish a hug could stay a little longer
but then again i think i'll never let go

whats wrong with me
im going crazy
my mind's messed up with thoughts of you all over inside of me

-i miss you
i miss you, sweetie.

Paul.

i3:55 AM .ePpauL.

oh ya. i found my wallet! =))
wanna say thank you to this mama shop in yew tee at block 834A for keeping my wallet for me to return to get it.
i dint get any thank you gifts for them cause my mum was rushing to work and i could'nt buy something.

but im really greatful to you guys.
once again, thank you so .....................................................................................................................................................................
..........................................................................................................................................................................
..........................................................................................................................................................................
................ much! ;)

i3:52 AM .ePpauL.

I M S O F U C K I N ' P I S S E D O F F T O D A Y !

lost my wallet.
my black "polo" shirt was worn by uncle.
fucking stupid maid. (if you're not happy i said that sue me.)
what else's worst?!

F U C K .

i12:20 AM .ePpauL.

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DOB: twenty8th July 198yeIght
Company: SAF. sigh.. =(
Occupation: Hired by her to be her all time hunnie.



loves
[+]Hunny. (*****)
[+]to feel loved (****)
[+]My Ring (*****)
[-]tO be rICh =)(****)
[-]tO feel rIch =D (****)
[+]tHoughtfuL gIfts (**)
[-]more Jeans (**)
[-]new shoeS! (**)
[-]variety of tops. (**)
[-]buy branded stuffs myself (***)
[-]get myself into SIM.(****)
[-]Degree... (***)
[-]Banking industry (***)
[-]going out with family =D (***)
[-]friends. (***)
[+]Movies! (***)
[-]48hrs a day! =)(**)
[-]get my own STi.=)(****)
[-]audi R8. @.@, (*****)


hates
[x]Who Sees it totally different.
[x]Whom never listen. }=(
[x]Some people shld just Fck off.
[x]fake impressions.

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