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FOOTPRINTS IN THE SAND - leona lewis Monday, June 09, 2008

i don't know if i would regret this choice i made today.
i don't know if i've made the right choice.
i don't know what'll happen next.

i initiated that we both take a break.
and right after i said it... :"/

my parents know you.
my relatives've seen you. quite a number of times.
my grandmother loves you. she misses your company.
she asked about you. she thought we were no longer an item when you hav'nt been visiting her for a long time. and i brought you there the following week.
i could see how much hope she had for the both of us. ="(
we were, meant to grow up and grow old together.
we had a common future together.

but today, i made this decision.
i risked losing all of these we have.
or maybe i've already lost them all.
it hurts so much to think back.

and perhaps, this is why i havn't let go of my past.
="( i need someone to talk to.
i need a shoulder lean on.
i really need a hug.
i need to cry.

even if i end up with nothing at all, i can't resay what i've said.
even if i regret what i did, i know i deserved it.

i really cant let go.

paul. ="(

i9:38 PM .ePpauL.

do pause the music playing currently before starting this one. =)

Song lyrics | I'm Yours lyrics

i9:14 PM .ePpauL.

Sunday, June 08, 2008

Kinda boring today..
did not go to sentosa today, for a couple of reasons..
one of them's becus of my swollen knee. =( Damn Damn painful i swear.
i asked mum to bring me to the clinic cus, i cant possibly walk properly.

Sunday, go clinic hunting..
well surprisingly there were, alot of clinics when we tried hougang plaza there or something.. dint really know where's that place.

Doctor gave me antibiotics. and i think its one of the best ones, cause i told him that i've never always completed the whole course. "dangerous" he said.. sigh, i know that.
also antibiotic cream to be applied on the wound. and, PAINKILLERS! he only gave me 5 pills. took one just now, and its damn fuckin' good! i dont feel much pain now, and and.. I CAN WALK! waah like "shen yao"
abit exaggerating hor . . =D~
well, first time taking painkillers.

i played games at home.. damn bored.. i wanna go out.. i wanna watch movies..
i started to think of alot. of alot alot of alot of things.. sigh..
i cant comment much here, cus i just cant. and i wish i could.
i kept checking on my msn.
beggining to feel that im missing something.
i know you know what im thinkin'
arrrggh }=(
why'm i doing things that,
that i know i wont want to, or perhaps cant bear to do.

okae, dont talk so much. emo alreadi.

i noticed that i've very lil pictures too. and my last feel posts seems like, totally no pictures..
well i dont have my camera phono with me..
i finally wanna get a camara, someday.

im looking forward to tonight. Dad's bringing us to dinner and movie! kuNg fu paNda Bear! =D

i6:25 PM .ePpauL.

Friday, June 06, 2008

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you And I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,

Girl you could have stayed
But you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]
So why does your pride make you run and hide? Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]
It's been a long time since you called me (How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy(crazy)

How can you walk away, Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]
Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you

[Bridge]
So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
That is not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

i8:14 PM .ePpauL.

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[+]Hunny. (*****)
[+]to feel loved (****)
[+]My Ring (*****)
[-]tO be rICh =)(****)
[-]tO feel rIch =D (****)
[+]tHoughtfuL gIfts (**)
[-]more Jeans (**)
[-]new shoeS! (**)
[-]variety of tops. (**)
[-]buy branded stuffs myself (***)
[-]get myself into SIM.(****)
[-]Degree... (***)
[-]Banking industry (***)
[-]going out with family =D (***)
[-]friends. (***)
[+]Movies! (***)
[-]48hrs a day! =)(**)
[-]get my own STi.=)(****)
[-]audi R8. @.@, (*****)

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hates
[x]Who Sees it totally different.
[x]Whom never listen. }=(
[x]Some people shld just Fck off.
[x]fake impressions.

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